The Artist Behind the Lens

Many people may or may not know the great photos that are posted upon my father’s, Peter Bakelaar, facebook however most people do not see the person behind the camera. Hoepfully people may see more than just the photos being posted but the artist behind the lens.

DSC08510Only one of the fruit of the spirit is needed to be with my father and that is patience.DSC02427

To travel somewhere is always an adventure but every step of the way there is always something to see.DSC07221

He will pause until the picture taken has reached to that of great numbers wether that may be from obvious attractionsDSC02123

or even to things that no one would ever think. 

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The world is filled with beauty and he is able to capture the simplicity behind every true meaning. DSC02983

He is able to see something wether it may be rocks, ice or vines.DSC01540DSC07874DSC07198

He may leave the group behind and be the only one taking pictures but he really does not care. This is where the group learns patience. DSC08442

However sometimes he blends into the group and finds his silent friends.

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With this view the world becomes less of a mess and more of an adventure.DSC07063

Wether he may have adventured within the earth

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or hiking every mountain he sees, there are always new things to find. DSC08777

No longer do things within the world seem chaotic but instead it develops into a purposeful creation. DSC07946

In the end the person behind the lens captures meaning where most see nothing.DSC02069

It is not that the world itself has lost art or turning into chaos but instead mankind has lost a sense of sight.DSC07092

No matter what the weather condition may be he continues to seek new adventures. DSC07613.JPG

He brings back that side that is lost and shares it with the world or to whom ever he meets.

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This is perhaps the best part for any photographer (Peter in the white shirt).

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He has taught me many things through his eyes while being with him.

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In the end the person behind the lens does not create anything newDSC07115

but brings a new perspective.DSC07482

A new vision to capture in hope that others will see art in the world.

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His impact within to change the world may not create giant ripples however that is not what he seeks. He continues forward doing what he does for the enjoyment of it. DSC08720

Perhaps not everyone may understand him or his photos but he simply continues to look for new adventures. DSC07983

That man is Peter Bakelaar who is behind the lens (to the right).

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Psychical and Spiritual

Jesus had left the crowd in order to be alone after he had fed the 5,000 men near the Sea of Galilee. The crowd was in search for Jesus in hopes to see more miracles. John 6:25-27 states, “When they found him on the other side of the sea, they said to him, ‘Rabbi, when did you come here?’ Jesus answered them, “Truly, Truly, I say to you, you are seeking me, not because you saw signs, but because you are your fill of the loaves. Do not work for the food that perishes, but for the food that endures to eternal life, which the Son of Man will give to you. For on him God the Father has set his seal’”. How much more difficult would it be to see Christ on the cross and still believe that a good outcome could be produced in a physical sense. However spiritually it was necessary to save all of mankind and free them from sin.

This very story can be easily connected to all Christian as well as those who have seen a glimpse of God. A question arises, “Where does my faith stand?” In verse 25 the crowd began to follow Jesus and pursue him because they had a glimpse of his power. They saw with their own eyes the greatness of his miracle in making it possible to feed 5,000 men with only 5 barley loafs and 2 fish. To what else could they need to see that Jesus was truly the Messiah and the Son of God? In truth, the crowd would perhaps never believe that Jesus was truly the bread of life. It is easy to pursue God and test Him in order to get what we want. In the situation within Jesus’s death, how difficult it would be to believe that the person to whom the disciples have been witnesses of actually had eternal life to give. The truth stands that Jesus did indeed conquer death but up until the point of seeing Jesus’ resurrected body it would be very difficult to believe such a statement.

Jesus response in verse 26 shows greatly the true intent of the crowd. He states that they were not looking for him so that they may receive eternal life but rather they wanted to satisfy their stomachs. The crowd saw that Jesus was able to multiple food for themselves and through this “magic trick” they were pleased. Perhaps they thought to themselves, “If this man is able to multiple food then to what use should we work for ourselves. Instead, let us pursue this man so that he may satisfy our needs. Let us not work another day in our lives”. Here lies the problem, only the stomachs of the crowd were satisfied. What needed to be satisfied was not their stomachs but rather their soul. As Christians, we tend to focus greatly on what will satisfy our earthly needs. Again, sometimes we say, “Lord, my debts are greater than ever so please deliver me. If and when you do deliver me from the debts I will worship your name”. Once the debt would cease to exist the person who requested upon the deliverance would merely ask God for more and more and more… The unsatisfying need cannot be quenched through anything in the physical world but rather the need is found in verse 27. Within the same instance to view Christ’s death in a physical sense would be outrages to see what good could come of it. However upon switching the view from physical to spiritual it was necessary for Christ to die in order for the eternal debt of mankind to be paid and for eternal life to enter.

Jesus shows the crowd his glory by saying, “Do not work for the food that perishes, but for the food that endures to eternal life, which the Son of Man will give to you. For on him God the Father has set his seal”. The truth of the matter is that there is nothing in the physical world that will not perish (Rev. 21:1). Instead pursue what will quench the everlasting thirst and provide for the everlasting hunger within the soul. Jesus is the bread of life that gives such food that no one will perish. As Christians, it is sometimes hard to see farther than ourselves because we are plugged into the earth and bound by physical boundaries but our ultimate focus should be on Jesus who died on the cross to give such a gift. Just as the manna fell down from heaven in the wilderness to feed the Israelites over a long period of time, Jesus refers to himself as the bread of life. However instead of continually dying on the cross, Jesus paid the debt once and for all (1 Peter 3:18). In reality to all who have died with Christ are not of this world but rather their mission and goal is to continually seek the kingdom of God. How difficult it is to pursue such an unseen goal when mankind’s limitations are only limited by the world. However in the same sense that Jesus has overcome the world, all who follow Christ have the same strength to do so.

It seems as though life gets in the way of what is most important and as Christians it is hard to focus on God. Perhaps by continually bathing in the miracles of God and not looking any farther than that, it would be most hard for an individual to realize that God is just more than a miracle worker. For the same reason why I do not introduce myself as a missionary kid who has grown up in Japan, I do not want people to merely focus on where I grew up. Usually the general response upon hearing where my childhood was mostly spent is to please their curiosity by speaking Japanese or reciting their culture. The focus has completely shifted from who I am into a machine that tells about something unrelated to me. In the same way, Jesus did not come into the world to show off who he was but instead he came into the world to have a personal relationship with him. That is where the focus should lie, not on anything else but instead on Christ alone. At the same time, Jesus did revealed where he had come from and as such we are able to see the divinity of his origin. It was not that Jesus appeared out of nowhere to be thought of as a stranger but rather he revealed himself to show where his authority comes from. It would be difficult for an individual to reason Jesus’ authority for the world does not know of it but rather once realizing the spiritual application and meaning behind his background is one able to realize the significance of his power.

This task is most difficult for Christians because we realize that seeing with our hearts is not easily obtained but with faith in Jesus, that is truly seeing. To fully grasp the concept of faith is somewhat strange for how can one see or trust something/someone they are not able to view? It is not easy to seek God for who He is because no one has ever seen His face. However they have seen His works manifest by contrasting His characteristics and through that they receive a glimpse of who God is. It is not Jesus’ works that make him God but rather it is the works that shows who God is. Living a life where works is mostly based off of your worth in society can be quite unbearable but the truth is being a son and an heir with Christ makes our burdens light. God does not require anyone to do anything but rather have faith in Jesus and pursue a relationship with God. Perhaps when the disciples heard about their savior and teacher dying upon the cross their hearts were filled with sadness. This would be a difficult situation for all that they longed and believed for was now gone. However in truth, death was overcome and eternal life is now able to be given to those who believe in Jesus as their personal savior. Spiritual life is not something that comes to pass but rather it is an eternal state. Anything that is psychical will one day pass but the spiritual life given will never perish.

Conclusion on thoughts:

It is difficult to see farther than our own physical needs and perhaps the longer we provide for those needs the harder it is to see what is truly needed. Jesus did not come down to earth to become a magician and perform miracles for the sake of satisfying the physical needs. Rather, Jesus came down to earth in order to provide the satisfaction to the hole in everyone’s heart. It was not that Jesus gives in order to make sure they continue to live in a physical realm but rather he welcomes those who partake in him to live forever.

On a personal note, I am learning to become a carpenter in hopes that one day I will be enlisted on an international disaster relief team. For anyone who has lost their entire possessions due to fire, water, earthquakes or any other disasters, I hope to give back what they need in hope of spreading the gospel. I understand that it is noble to attempt to build their life back together when they have lost everything but to what good would it be if they had everything back yet not know Christ? I have sustained their physical body to live longer but I have not given them the knowledge that their soul can be satisfied as well. To think that physical needs will give peace and contentment is a lie for Jesus is the only giver of eternal life. It is hard to say to someone who has lost everything psychically to look towards the spiritual aspect of life however at the same time I believe that upon losing all it will be much easier to show what really matters in life. The most important detail in life is for one to know God in a personal relationship and pursue His will so that glory and praise may be given to Him in all that one does.

The struggle to keep such a focus on the spiritual side of life is quite difficult. It almost seems impossible because we have eyes to see. Just as John 9:39 states, “Jesus said, ‘For judgment I came into this world, that those who do not see may see, and those who see may become blind’”. To truly see what matters it is not that we must gut out our eyes to become blind but rather put our trust in Jesus alone in what we are not able to see. It is most difficult to walk blindly but faith is the key in having a relationship with Christ.

Chasing Death

Many times in life there are events that carry more difficult situations than pleasant ones. Perhaps one feels more persecuted especially in a point in time when all seems to go wrong. There seems to be no hope and God has hidden His face from your presence. This all held to be true quite recently with me to the point that I longed for something I would soon discover be a common feeling, death. I believe at this moment I should clearly state that I am neither suicidal or seeking an opportunity to take my own life even by the risk of others. Instead, I felt more inclined to invite death into my presence for what has been going on. Honestly, this feeling has been with me for most of my life however I would find out that there have been famous people with the same issue. Famous people such as Moses (Numbers 11:11-15), Jonah (Jonah 4:3), Jeremiah (Jeremiah 20:14-18), and Job (Job 3:1-16).

My journey would officially begin in John 17:15 which states a part of Jesus’ prayer concerning his disciples, “I do not ask that you take them out of the world, but that you keep them from the evil one”. My question began like this, “Why would Jesus ask God to keep His people in a world full of persecution”. Somewhat paralleling from my other post on “Persecution Through Sharing” it can be summed up in 2 Timothy 3:15 which states, “Indeed, all who desire to live a godly life in Christ Jesus will be persecuted”. The truth is that to whoever wishes to know if they live a life like Christ will be known through the difficulty of life. Life will not become easier in the sense of being in this world if you follow God but rather John 17:14 states, “I have given them your word, and the world has hated them because they are not of the world, just as I am not of the world”. In this case the world is not in the physical sense as it is written in John 17:15 but rather the world are those who are non-believers and are followers of the ruler of the world (John 12:31;14:30;16:11). To live a life on earth and knowing that the world hates anything that has to do with Christians because their beliefs is not necessarily an enjoyable experience. However the joy and freedom that is within Christ is more rewarding and more true than anything the earth is able to give. “For what does it benefit a man to gain the whole world yet lose his life?” (Mark 8:36). Do not lose your life for the world but instead give it to Christ for eternal life. Jesus states in Luke 9:23, “If anyone wants to come with Me, he must deny himself, take up his cross daily, and follow me”.

The only difference that comes between those who are followers of Christ and those who do not have Christ is the joy of knowing God. Specifically God’s love. Believing in God does nothing to one’s soul for even the demons believe that God exists but rather the intimate relationship with God brings joy. No one is able to take away the joy that is given by God. Not even thieves are able to steal such joy but only the person who holds the joy has the power to do whatever they wish with it. Those who defile and perhaps even torture Christians are able to take away possessions and harm their body but they will not be able to take away the soul or joy (Matthew 10:28). So the Question still stands, “Why would Jesus ask God to keep his disciples on earth?”

The answer to such a question is that those who truly believe in God and have tasted Him are here on earth to be a light for non-believers through their actions of love. This may be a puzzling fact for why would christians dare be kind or loving to those who harm them? Why would Christians pray for those who are persecuting them? Why would Christians give their coat to a robber who is about to leave with their wallet? The truth is “God proves His own love for us in that while we were still sinners, Christ died for us!” (Romans 5:8). There is nothing that we are able to do that will make God love His people more or less for God is the same yesterday, today and forever (Hebrews 13:8). If Christians are true followers of of Christ, Jesus commands, “Love one another. Just as I have loved you, you must also love one another” (John 13:34; 15:12,17). The next verse after Jesus’ command states, “By this all people will know that you are My disciples, if you have love for one another” (John 13:35).

Persecution is not prominent within the United States of America and as such it may be hard to understand what persecution is. One member within the church that I attend has been personally effected by such an event. It is true that to be a martyr is a reality and there are blessings (Matthew 5:10-11) that come with the risk however that is neither a reason to seek death nor persecution for the reward itself. If this were the case, then the true intent behind dying would not be for the glory of God but rather a selfish desire. Is not the presence and joy of the Lord enough or does one need more than that?

Within the United States of America, the worst scenario that could happen with persecution is to loose a life but the second worst situation that could occur would be for the individual who is hearing the Gospel to reject you and even state explicit comments. Do no take the rejection personally if the second case were to happen for the person who shares the Gospel has done their part and the other has not reject person giving the good news but rejected God. The rest lies with the Holy Spirit (See more in the post “Persecution Through Sharing”). Be more bold in sharing the Gospel for what does one have to loose (Philippians 3:8)?

To enhance the sight towards Christians, it seems as if they persecute one another over some of the most insignificant details. To generally speak one may find another to be from a denomination and thus they remark upon, “Well if you believe in pre-destination then you are going to Hell. How Could you ever think pre-destination exists?” or even “You believe that miracles do not exist anymore? Is your faith not big enough that you are putting God in a box?”. These issues have been brought to my attention recently and many Christians are no longer friends with one another due to small details. This should not be the case (2 Timothy 2:14). To what purpose do these questions serve but only to be quarreling with one another. Some may say that if it not a salvation issue then why argue over such details? The problem lies that those details have become a doctrine to certain individuals and they are not able to tell the difference. Because of this, when an argument usually arises, love is not shown to one another even through debates but rather harsh tones mixed with words are given. Could that person truly be a disciple of Christ if they do not show love to one another?

The devil would not bother to attempt to harm those to whom he has already taken but rather his actions are perhaps more directed towards those who are seeking and doing the will of God. I dare say that if an individual who is not going through times of trouble or attempting to spread the Gospel in fear of being persecuted then would they be living a godly life? 1 Peter 4:12-13 states, “Beloved, do not be surprised at the fiery trails when it comes upon you to test you, as though something strange were happening to you. But rejoice insofar as you share Christ’s sufferings, that you may also rejoice and be glad when his glory is revealed“. Why would any Christian be surprised that the world would hate them if they are truly with Christ? The term Christian means to be “Christ like” and as shown throughout his life, Jesus was persecuted greatly. This is by no means to say that all must go to the mission field and infiltrate a foreign country. Rather God is using His people in a specific way to be a light. Wether that person may be a high paying doctor who works in a Hospital in Texas. Even a construction worker who receives a minimum wage within America, God is able to use His people no matter the circumstance. A famous slogan goes about saying, “God does not call the qualified, He qualifies the called”. It is not that humans are worthy to be called from God but rather God will comfort those and assist those to whom He has called.

To live a life for Christ as a martyr may take years to fulfill. How painful of a thought to live years through persecution but let it be known that “Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit” (Psalm 34:18). Would it not be easy to attach a bomb and kill myself to glorify God in an immediate way? The only issue is that I am called to live within the world and to take my cross daily for the glory of God in all that I do until He has called me home. Personally, if this were to be the case to become a Christians and I knew about it before fully accepting God, I would hesitate greatly before pursuing Him. The only reason and perhaps the main reason why I chose to be a Christian was the joy and freedom I received. Once the taste of the Lord has been placed upon the tongue of anyone, that person would be a fool not to continue through until the very end to glorify God for there is nothing better than God Himself. Jesus even stated in John 16:33, “In the world you will have tribulation. But take heart; I have overcome the world”. Perhaps Christ was not only saying such a statement to say that He would rise from the dead and thus over come the world which brings death but also perhaps Jesus overcame the world through the persecution that was brought upon him during his ministry on earth. In both cases, the believer in Christ is able to overcome the world just as Christ did through faith and reliance on God. Take heart for even though times may be difficult and death seems like the best option to take, God has a plan to use His followers to be the light in the world to share the eternal life and joy He is wanting to give.

Persecution Through Sharing

John 12:37-43, this passage is considered part of a bridge between the signs of Jesus and Jesus’ glory. The general focus I would like to discuss is from verse 42-43 which states, “Nevertheless, man even of the authorities believed in him, but for fear of the Pharisees they did not confess it, so that they would not be put out of the synagogue; for they loved the glory that comes from man more than the glory that comes from God“.
What is interesting is the term glory. It seems to be defined as the power or essence of something or someone. Within the book John, the sign of Jesus, throughout the story, points toward the glory of Jesus that would eventually point to God. This is perhaps why this section within the bridge between signs and Jesus’s glory is quite significant. However the truth was that the people who believed in Jesus did not confess for they loved man’s glory instead of God’s. The truth is that the glory of man is limited for mankind is not able to control many situations. In this case, the Pharisees would only be able to throw out individuals from the synagogue but God is able to cast the human soul into Hell (Matthew 10:28).
I am an introvert and as such I have difficulty trying to spit words from my mouth. The possible reasons behind such weakness could lie in my shyness or perhaps just a lack of social skills. Whatever the case my words usually do not fall far away from my mouth but I am far better forming letters on paper than through sound. There have been times in my life where I should have spoken out when I saw wrong or times when I should have proclaimed that I knew the truth.
Asking God for boldness, I mustered my courage to share the Gospel to a complete stranger realizing my weakness.
I had found someone and the discussion would eventually fall upon Christianity upon small conversation and playing Viking chess (Hnefatafl). I asked if he had ever heard of Jesus. To my surprise, he had never heard of Jesus or anything that Christianity stood for which is ironic due to the fact that he would usually stroll next to one of the largest Christian college in America. We prayed and I would continue to meet with him to tell him more of the good news after giving the gospel and asking if he would like to receive God’s gift.

Two weeks passed by and I began to share more in depth with what Christianity was. During the duration of his presence I would teach him a total of two times before an event would drastically stop him all together. The third week came and I collected my lesson plans for our usual meeting. I waited at a table where we occasionally met and would continue to wait for another three and a half hours. Eventually he arrived and he sat two tables away from me. This was not unusual for he did this until I would call his name as an invitation. I put away what I was working on and got out the material I would teach and called out his name. Quietly he would use a word that is considered explicit. I sat there for a couple of seconds not fully hearing the word he had used and thought to myself, “Perhaps he did not hear my voice”. I called his name once more and this time he stood up from his chair, spoke loudly the same explicit word and left away in a hurry. I remember quite well, I sat in my chair in shock and completely in the dark.

            What was one supposed to do? I presume an option of running after him could be taken but rather I was perplexed to the point that I simply sat there disturbed. Eventually I would find out that he had tried sharing the Gospel with someone else. In the process of sharing the person he was giving the gospel to do not agree with such statements and in return would use words against him. The true story is not known to me completely but what is known is that someone had persecuted him to the point that now the person who I was teaching wants nothing to do with me or with Christianity.

            This entire event has impacted me greatly to the point that it brings me discomfort whenever I see my friend or even in the location we had met. I do realize that his is unhealthy but the truth behind my discomfort is due to the voices I now hear. A voice taunts within me saying, “What have you done? Why could you not have said nothing at all and leave him be? Why did you bring suffering into his life? Now he will never accept Christ and you did this”. To see such life blooming within someone and to suddenly see that growth decay into what seems to be nothing is very painful. Some never tell you how painful it will be when sharing the Gospel. The potential rejection that comes with saying Jesus name because to some it truly offends them while others his name brings discomfort. However there is one truth that I continue to hold onto throughout this ordeal. I have done my job and the rest relies on the Holy Spirit.

            I made sure that before even sharing the Gospel with him I would have the heart to say that it was not my works but rather the Holy Spirit. All credit goes to him and all transformation is done by him. I am simply called to share the Gospel and continue to guide others to the truth. It is very hard not to feel responsible for someone else especially when you are the one who has changed a part of their life. However I must be in continual prayer and realization that it is the Holy Spirit who does the work, not I. Some days it becomes easier for me to know the truth and others not so much.

            In the same manner in John 12:37-43, the people had believed in Jesus but were not confessing with their mouth that Jesus was the Messiah for fear of man. They loved man’s glory more than God’s. The voices within my head proclaim to me that I should have kept my mouth closed and perhaps the same voices were within the people who believed for those who did believe were afraid of being thrown out of the synagogue. I understand their fear and perhaps I foolishly did not come to grasps of what I was fully and potentially getting myself into. Neither am I saying that I am better than those people in John 12:37-43 who did believe and not confess but rather I myself would have been part of that group due to the fear factor.

            It would be quite intimidating to speak out against the Pharisees during this time for the teachers were thought to have known best. All were looking for the messiah and if the Pharisees were somewhat reluctant to accept Jesus Christ, how hard it would be to go against the grains of society. A question that I would pose to my readers would be, “Would you have the boldness to stand up for Christ and proclaim his name despite the persecution you will receive?” Perhaps the answer you have given quickly was “yes” however only when trials come into play it will truly be known where you stand. If the answer was spoken to be “no”, ask for boldness from God and continue to build your foundation so that you may not fall.

            I continue to realize that persecution is a part of Christianity (2 Timothy 3:12). I hope I will have strength from God to persevere through difficult times. Even though other people who do not believe in God will taunt me and perhaps even bring physical harm, I pray that God will give me peace and guidance throughout the trails. My prayer for my readers is to not be silent about the Lord. Be bold and stand up for what is right despite what society may say. This is neither easy nor welcomed in this day and age. However if you acknowledge Jesus, so will he acknowledge you before God but if you disown him, so will Jesus disown you before God (Matthew 10:32-33).

Food vs Living Bread

Jesus had left the crowd in order to be alone after he had fed the 5,000 men near the Sea of Galilee. The crowd was in search for Jesus in hopes to see more miracles. John 6:25-27 states, “When they found him on the other side of the sea, they said to him, ‘Rabbi, when did you come here?’ Jesus answered them, “Truly, Truly, I say to you, you are seeking me, not because you saw signs, but because you are your fill of the loaves. Do not work for the food that perishes, but for the food that endures to eternal life, which the Son of Man will give to you. For on him God the Father has set his seal’”.

This very story can be easily connected to all christian as well as those who have seen a glimpse of God. A question arises, “Where does my faith stand?” In verse 25 the crowd began to follow Jesus and pursue him because they had a glimpse of his power. They saw with their own eyes the greatness of his miracle in making it possible to feed 5,000 men with only 5 barley loafs and 2 fish. To what else could they need to see that Jesus was truly the Messiah and the Son of God? In truth, the crowd would perhaps never believe that Jesus was truly the bread of life. It is easy to pursue God and test Him in order to get what we want. Sometimes we say, “Lord to know that You are truly there for me let me receive a red bike”. The sad truth is that we are not in a relationship with God but rather we are using Him to receive what we want. Our pursuit is not for the Lord but instead we are pursuing ourselves.

Jesus response in verse 26 shows greatly the true intent of the crowd. He states that they were not looking for him so that they may receive eternal life but rather they wanted to satisfy their stomachs. The crowd saw that Jesus was able to multiple food for themselves and through this “magic trick” they were pleased. Perhaps they thought to themselves, “If this man is able to multiple food then to what use should we work for ourselves. Instead, let us pursue this man so that he may satisfy our needs. Let us not work another day in our lives”. Here lies the problem, only the stomachs of the crowd were satisfied. What needed to be satisfied was not their stomachs but rather their soul. As Christians, we tend to focus greatly on what will satisfy our earthly needs. Again, sometimes we say, “Lord, my debts are greater than ever so please deliver me. If and when you do deliver me from the debts I will worship your name”. Once the debt would cease to exist the person who requested upon the deliverance would merely ask God for more and more and more… The unsatisfying need can not be quenched through anything in the physical world but rather the need is found in verse 27.

Jesus shows the crowd his glory by saying, “Do not work for the food that perishes, but for the food that endures to eternal life, which the Son of Man will give to you. For on him God the Father has set his seal”. The truth of the matter is that there is nothing in the physical world that will not perish (Rev. 21:1). Instead pursue what will quench the everlasting thirst and provide for the everlasting hunger within the soul. Jesus is the bread of life that gives such food that no one will perish. As Christians, it is sometimes hard to see farther than ourselves because we are plugged into the earth and bound by physical boundaries but our ultimate focus should be on Jesus who died on the cross to give such a gift. Just as the manna fell down from heaven in the wilderness to feed the Israelites over a long period of time, Jesus refers to himself as the bread of life. However instead of continually dying on the cross, Jesus paid the debt once and for all (1 Peter 3:18).

It seems as thought life gets in the way of what is most important and as Christians it is hard to focus on God. Perhaps by continually bathing in the miracles of God and not looking any farther than that, it would be most hard for an individual to realize that God is just more than a miracle worker. For the same reason why I do not introduce myself as an missionary kid who has grown up in Japan, I do not want people to merely focus on where I grew up. Usually the general response upon hearing where my childhood was mostly spent is to please their curiosity by speaking japanese or reciting their culture. The focus has completely shifted from who I am into a machine that tells about something unrelated to me. In the same way, Jesus did not come into the world to show off who he was but instead he came into the world to have a personal relationship with him. That is where the focus should lie, not on anything else but instead on Christ alone.

This task is most difficult for Christians because we realize that seeing with our hearts is not easily obtained but with faith in Jesus, that is truly seeing. To fully grasp the concept of faith is somewhat strange for how can one see or trust something/someone they are not able to view? It is not easy to seek God for who He is because no one has ever seen His face. However they have seen His works manifest by contrasting His characteristics and through that they receive a glimpse of who God is. It is not Jesus’ works that make him God but rather it is the works that shows who God is. Living a life where works is mostly based off of your worth in society can be quite unbearable but the truth is being a son and a heir with Christ makes our burdens light. God does not require anyone to do anything but rather have faith in Jesus and pursue a relationship with God.

Conclusion on thoughts:

It is difficult to see farther than our own physical needs and perhaps the longer we provide for those needs the harder it is to see what is truly needed. Jesus did not come down to earth to become a magician and preform miracles for the sake of satisfying the physical needs. Rather, Jesus came down to earth in order to provide the satisfaction to the hole in everyone’s heart. It was not that Jesus gives in order to make sure they continue to live in a physical realm but rather he welcomes those who partake in him to live forever.

On a personal note, I am learning to become a carpenter in hopes that one day I will be enlisted on a international disaster relief team. For anyone who has lost their entire possessions due to fire, water, earthquakes or any other disasters, I hope to give back what they need in hope of spreading the gospel. I understand that it is nobel to attempt to build their life back together when they have lost everything but to what good would it be if they had everything back yet not know Christ? I have sustained their physical body to live longer but I have not given them the knowledge that their soul can be satisfied as well. To think that physical needs will give peace and contentment is a lie for Jesus is the only giver of eternal life.

The struggle to keep such a focus on the spiritual side of life is quite difficult. It almost seems impossible because we have eyes to see. Just as John 9:39 states, “Jesus said, ‘For judgment I came into this world, that those who do not see may see, and those who see may become blind’”. To truly see what matters it is not that we must gut out our eyes to become blind but rather put our trust in Jesus alone in what we are not able to see. It is most difficult to walk blindly but faith is the key in having a relationship with Christ.

Christians Exalting Christ

Upon further inspection of my precious blog “John Exalting Christ” there seems to be a very interesting connection to that of Christians. When the disciples of John had heard that Jesus’ popularity was rising higher than their own Rabbi’s, their concerns could be seen more focused on themselves. John’s disciples’ tone can be regarded that of resentment and embitterment towards the “opposing team” (Christ). Does it not seem as if these are certain Christians? The Christians who say that they are believers of Christ yet exalt themselves to presumed holiness. A most famous example of such believers is that of the Pharisees. Jesus spoke to the Pharisees saying, “Woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! For you are like whitewashed tombs, which outwardly appear beautiful, but within are full of dead people’s bones and all uncleanness” (Matthew 23:27). The purpose of these specific believers are no longer to spread and teach the name of Jesus but rather to present themselves as having the power to save others from sin. They may speak of Godly statements and present power through miracles but their hearts are hardened against God. These specific Christians are completely missing the point of the Gospel. 

However there are other Christians who resemble more that of John the Baptist. The main focus of all is that of Christ. John denied himself of any divine position, he had also rejoiced in the celebration of the Bridegroom and he demotes himself while exalting Christ. As Christians the concern should not be stated to see, “What are we able to do. How are we able to bring the Kingdom of God closer?” Instead the main focus should be that of seeking God’s will and his glory. There is no power that a man is able to give but only that of what Christ gives to them. There is no joy and celebration that can be had without the participation of the wedding between the groom and his bride. In the end, Christians should in no way be exalting themselves to that of the status of Jesus or of God. For what is mankind able to do without the assistance of God himself and who, but Jesus, is able to cleanse the hearts from sin? By no means should Christians take the focus away from God but rather look upon Him and celebrate for who He is and what He has done.

John Exalting Jesus

Most people question the position of John the Baptist’s exaltation of Jesus between Jesus’ passover journey to and from Galilee. In John 3:22-30, Jesus went into the Judean countryside and remained there to baptize. John the Baptist continued his mission in baptizing only to be confronted by his disciples saying, “Rabbi, he who was with you across the Jordan, to whom you bore witness – look, he is baptizing, and all are going to him”. D.A. Carson, who is a reformed evangelical theologian and professor of the New Testament, remarks upon the disciple’s speech to be in alarm. “Although it is possible to interpret their words as joyful declaration that their master’s prediction regarding the supremacy of Jesus (1:26-34) was coming to pass, it is far more likely that their words are resentful and embittered”. It was that the disciples were caught off guard by Jesus’ popularity and were afraid that John the Baptist’s mission would no longer be relevant. However John the Baptist responds in a most interesting way. In John 3:28-30, John the Baptist proclaims to his worried disciples, “You yourselves bear me witness, that I said, ‘I am not the Christ, but I have been sent before him’. The one who has the bride is the bridegroom. The friend of the bridegroom, who stands and hears him, rejoices greatly at the bridegroom’s voice. Therefore this joy of mine is now complete. He must increase, but I must decrease”. He has proclaimed an extraordinary truth of his specific role on earth. John the Baptist has denied himself of any title of divinity, that he is the friend of the bridegroom who rejoices in the celebration and that he must decrease and Christ might increase.

The Jews hearing of John the Baptist’s popularity rising, they had sent priests and Levites from Jerusalem to ask him who John was. John the Baptist “confessed, and did not deny, but confessed, “I am not the Christ” (John 1:20). The priests and Levites wanted more of a clarification of who he was so they asked him if he was either the coming of Elijah or a prophet (John 1:21-22). John denies those titles but makes clear that he is the person who “makes straight the way of the Lord” so that all will be inclined towards Jesus’ teaching (John 1:23). John the Baptist has put a title of himself to be the friend of the bridegroom, now that he has shown who he is.

Interestingly, the friend of the bridegroom is “the ancient equivalent of a ‘best man’ who organized the details and presided over a Judean wedding, found his greatest joy in watching the ceremony proceed without a problem, and in knowing that the groom and his bride were being united with great rejoice” (Carson p.211). Israel or the faithful within Israel are sometimes referred to as the bride of the Lord (Is. 62:4-5; Jer. 2:2, Hos. 2:16-20). Also in Revelation 19:6-10, the theme of Christ’s return is associated with that of a wedding ceremony. John the Baptist, knowing his role as the one to “make his path straight” (Isaiah 40:3) and who is preparing the hearts for those to become brides for Christ, is showing his specific mission as well as who he is. He is not the Christ who has come to save the world but instead he is the best man of the wedding making sure that all is in order for when the Messiah does come to earth.

Finally, John the Baptist states in John 3:30, “He must increase, but I must decrease”. The Groom has arrived on the scene and the wedding is beginning to start. John the Baptist realizes that his role is now complete. He has prepared the way for Jesus by opening the hearts of people and Christ will be taking over from here. In a sense, it is as if a baton is passed from John the Baptist to Jesus signifying that John’s mission is now finished. John the Baptist states, “The friend of the bridegroom, who stands and hears him, rejoices greatly at the bridegroom’s voice. Therefore this joy of mine is now complete”. The celebration of the wedding can now be admired for the full focus of such an event is the bride and the groom as they become united. “John finds his joy, not in grudgingly conceding victory to a superior opponent, but in wholeheartedly embracing God’s will, and the supremacy it assigns to Jesus” (Carson p.212).

Conclusion on thoughts:

Most people have seen this portion of the Bible to indicate an awkward section within the book of John. However this section regarding the roles of Jesus and John are quite significant. John the Baptist’s mission was to make the path straight for those who wanted to come to Jesus. John set a great example of baptizing believers to show what the Messiah would be completing by cleansing their hearts. The focus was never that of John the Baptist but rather that of Christ for “A person cannot receive even one thing unless it is given him from heaven” (John 3:27). There would be nothing that John could give them but in Christ anything could be asked for. The roles of John and Jesus are now clearly identified through the response that John the Baptist had spoken to his disciples regarding the overwhelming popularity of Jesus Christ.

The “Now” Gospel

The physical world influences mankind to view that life does exist however souls are under death until reborn again. A view that is taken by some Christians could be seen as life to death to eternal life. However perhaps the more correct view to take would be death to eternal life. More of this concept is able to be seen through the conversation of Nicodemus with Jesus specifically by differentiating between the flesh and the Spirit.

A wise pharisee sought after Jesus during the time of night and posed a question masked under the remark, “Rabbi, we know that you are a teacher come from God, for no one can do these signs that you do unless God is with him”. This unstated question could be somewhat similar towards, “Who are you, then? We know you are a teacher form God but are you more? Are you a prophet? Are you the Messiah?” (Carson Page 187). The humor behind such a hidden question is the same equivalence as a child using a sweet coated comment towards their parents in order to obtain a reward in return. However, Jesus, knows what is in man (John 2:23-25) which provides an omniscience knowledge of all but specifically with man’s heart. Jesus directly points out the question and answers it by saying, “Truly, Truly, I say to you, unless one is born again he cannot see the kingdom of God” (John 3:3). This answer that is given brings about the wrong teachings that have been taught as well as a new view into something greater than just obedience.

The kingdom of God is a reference to the reign of the Lord. Wether it was the anticipation of the Lord’s kingdom to come during the coming of the Messiah or even for Christians awaiting the return of Christ. The Jews were the ones who were chosen by God to be His people (Exodus 6:7) and through them all nations would be blessed (Genesis 12:2). However with this mindset the Jews believed that they were already “God’s children” in the sense that nothing could be able to obstruct them from entering into the kingdom of God. It was thought that perfection was on their side no matter what wrong they had committed or evil acts they had done. With the answer given by Jesus, Nicodemus had to be willing to change his teachings from “terms of obedience to God’s commands, devotion to God, happy submission to his will” (Carson page 198) to an entirely new perspective.

To be born again is a reference to be changed from the inside out, specifically the heart. With Nicodemus in confusion, Jesus answers him once again, “unless one is born of water and the Spirit, he cannot enter the kingdom of God. That which is born of the flesh is flesh and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit” (John 3:5-6). Most people have used the phrase “born of water” to indicate that of baptism however if this were the case, the focus of Jesus’ answer would be completely overlooked. As stated by Carson, “What is emphasized is the need for radical transformation, the fulfillment of the Old Testament promises anticipating the outpouring of the Spirit, and not a particular rite. If baptism is associated in the readers’ minds with entrance into the Christian faith, and therefore with new birth, then they are being told in the strongest terms that it is the new birth itself that is essential, not the rite” (Carson page 196). It is not the power of the physical water that brings a birth to the heart but rather the water from God to cleanse the heart so that the Holy Spirit is able to work within that person.

Despite the two answers that were already given, Nicodemus asks, “How can these things be?” (John 3:9). Jesus answers his question with the focus of his mission on earth, “No one has ascended into heaven except he who descended from heaven, the Son of Man. And as Moses lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, so must the Son of Man be lifted up, that whoever believes in him may have eternal life” (John 3:13-15). With the common theme in this discussion to be “flesh is flesh and that which is born of the Spirit is spirit” (John 3:6) there are two distinct differences to be acknowledged. One perspective is that of a physical view while the other is unseen. For the same reason why Nicodemus states, “How can a man be born when he is old?” (John 3:4), he is confused to see the change in a physical sense. However in reality, it is the heart that God wishes to change and the only way that those who are born again (in the heart) will enter into the kingdom of God.

Jesus‘ reference towards the event with Moses and the bronze snake focuses his reason for his mission on earth. Anyone who looked upon the snake being lifted on a pole would live for those who had wished to live from the plague (Numbers 21:9). While Moses’ event was more of a physical healing Jesus’ upcoming sacrifice would heal all who were spiritual ill. In the same manner of the bronze serpent, Jesus who would be lifted up on the cross would save anyone who truly believed in their hearts and through this, all would be saved from the wages of sin.

Conclusion on thoughts:

Jesus had answered the question that Nicodemus had stated behind his remark towards Jesus, “Are you the Messiah that has come from God?” In response Jesus focuses not only his mission for all to see that he is truly the one who would bring them into the kingdom of heaven but also that the true transformation into eternal life was through the change of the heart. It was not that God’s chosen people (Jews) could enter into heaven despite their sinful ways but rather that for anyone who seeks eternal life must be born again of water and the Spirit. Contrary to popular belief, mankind does not begin with life to death to eternal life but instead all are dead “for the wages of sin is death but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus out Lord” (Romans 6:23). “Christians were not born Christian; they were by nature objects of wrath (Eph. 2:3)” (Carson page 206). Only through the death and resurrection of Jesus being lifted upon the cross is the debt paid for all to those who seek upon him. Just as Moses had lifted up the serpent in the wilderness, so must the Son of Man be lifted up, that whoever believes in him may have eternal life” (John 3:14-15). Jesus’ references all points towards himself to be the mediator between God and mankind for those who are born again in the Spirit (John 1:51) and for his death to pay the debt for those who believe in him to have eternal life. It is not that anyone who is born into this world is alive for all are dead and stand condemned (John 3:18) but it is that of the opposite. There remains two options since all are dead. The first of which is from death to eternal death. The other is from death to eternal life. “There is no third option” (Carson page 206). From the point that eternal life is given to an individual the kingdom of God is given to them and death has no sting (1 Corinthians 15:55). It has been conquered by Christ on the cross (John 16:33) and the kingdom of God is within the world already (Luke 17:20-21) as well as coming in the future when Christ returns to reign (Luke 19:11).

Carson, D. A. The Gospel According to John. Leicester, England: Inter-Varsity ;, 1991. Print.

ESV: Study Bible : English Standard Version. ESV Text ed. Wheaton, Ill.: Crossway Bibles, 2007. Print.

Fire and Wax

There lies a candle, thin and long. The being and source of the wick runs through the core of the wax making it the primary line of existence. The body protects its life making sure to prolong its nature. A candle sits alone looking pretty and fair for all to see. Some fat and others thing. Some smell like tropical fruits mixed in a bowl while others smell that of sweet plumb. All are different and none are the same. But there they stand amongst each other looking very pretty. Some ask, “What is the purpose of our existence” and “Who has created us?” The creator strikes a match and smoke arises creating confusion among the candles until a single candle catches the matches symptom. There was light and a glow hovered around drawing attention to that single candle. All stood amazed an were in shock for they have never seen such a sight. Slowly the candle melts out of existence making known of its purpose. The single candle persisted, “To anyone who hears upon my voice, take this gift for it can be shared without being diluted. Receive it and taste it”. “Look!” Some candles say, “There is a candle among us that perceives death for his body breaks down!” But the single candle continues to shine slowly realizing it’s time is almost done. A candle next to him asks if the candle could share upon such a gift and the single candle says before it was extinguished, “This fire within me is not that of mine for carrying this flame is the soul purpose for us to be shared. There will come a time where I will die but know that my time was spent to what mattered”. The candle received the fire and there the wax began to melt. “This is to difficult, it hurts my body so. How am I able to let this fire consume me for my body is slowly disappearing”. The other candles joined in and remarked, “extinguish yourself at once and let your body be intact”. The candle that received the flame cut the fire quickly and the glow of light was gone. As time ticked away the light of the place dimmed until darkness was the victor. Then the creator of the candles lit a single stick that shone like no other. The unlit candles were gathered one by one for their purpose was never served and they were tossed away, never to be used again.


Conclusion on thoughts:

If any such metaphor existed that for a Christian, the most resemblance of one would be that of a candle. The purpose of the candle is to shed light for others to see. Being created by hands of a creator, it awaits to serve its purpose. A flame engulfs the wick causing the candle to burn in its core. Slowly it consumes the candle and everything that the candle is made of defies its nature. “No, let me live! Let me not be burned into non existence”, some may say but to what other purpose does a candle serve if not lit? Would it not just lie as a decorative piece amongst the other candles and that is what the world will say. “Gaze upon your beauty and let none tell you any different” they say. But this fire, the fire that burns within a christian consumes the entire being of that person. Perhaps to those who thought they had received this flame soon put out the fire for they are in fear of it burning what they hold dear. They have not tasted the good fire that frees them but rather they wish to hold onto merely the wax existence of life. The creator has molded each individual a specific way and wether or not the beauty or smell of a candle is good amongst each other, all serve for the same purpose and all shine the flame of self forgetfulness to please the father and to share others the true light and purpose of our creation. May the Holy Spirit burn within you so that you may share such a light with others. For if your light is not shared with others, are you truly lit?

Word is God

An interesting pathway has been paved between the “Word becoming flesh” as well as the “Word is God” for a question of what ever happened to the original word? Hebrews 9:3-4 is written, “Behind the second curtain was a second section called the Most Holy Place, having the golden altar of incense and the Ark of the Covenant covered on all sides with gold, in which was a golden urn holding the manna, and Aaron’s staff that budded, and the tablets of the covenant” (Esv: Study Bible). In order for John’s statement to be held to the truth that the Word is in fact Jesus, the Messiah, then there are two more objects still to be factored in. The first of which is the golden urn containing the manna. 

Manna made its first appearance within Exodus 16 because the Israelites were complaining of hunger (Exodus 16:2-3). God’s response was to supply the Israelites with bread that was made in Heaven. The intent of manna was to provide and sustain the Israelites during their hunger but even then did the Israelites complained (Numbers 11:1-15). This hunger that lingered within the Israelites was only a temporary fill to what they truly needed which was God. In the same manner, Jesus came into the world not to abolish bread but instead he is the provider and sustainer for the eternal hunger that all have within themselves. Christ states, “I am the bread of life; whoever comes to me shall not hunger, and whoever believes in me shall never thirst” (John6:35). Now that the manna within the golden urn reflects greatly upon one characteristic of Christ, the only item left within the ark (except for the ten commandments which is stated in my previous blog, “Word Became Flesh”) is that of Aaron’s staff. 

Before the exodus of the Israelites from Egypt, Moses finds himself in front of a burning bush (Exodus 3). God, posing himself as the burning bush, specifically refers to Moses’ staff twice in Exodus 4:2 and 4:17 to which signs will be done through them. However Aaron is called into the journey (Exodus 4:14-17) because Moses proposed himself to be “slow of speech and of tongue” (Exodus 4:10). Throughout the plagues given to Egypt to show the true God among the gods of Egypt “that I am the Lord” (Exodus 7:5), all the plagues that Aaron has delivered was through his staff (Exodus 7:14-15 ; 8:1-15 ; 8:16-19). This is a clear indication that the staff was a sign that God was with Moses and Aaron. 

Moving forward after the Korah episode of where people were wanting to be a mediator for God instead of God choosing his own mediator, The Lord devised a way to show which tribe would be able to become His priests (Numbers 17). Taking the staff from each tribe along with Arron’s, to which ever staff was to sprout would be the choice of God.  Aaron’s staff was shown to have budded and the Lord said, “Put back the staff of Aaron before the testimony” (Numbers 17:10). This staff that has preformed miracles is now an indication to who truly is the mediator which was fulfilled by Jesus. Christ did not come to abolish the bridge between God and man but instead he came to earth to become a great high priest (Hebrews 4:14-16). Only through Jesus is it possible for mankind to come before God into the Holy of Holies. 

Conclusion on thoughts: John 1:1 states that “the Word was God” and this is clearly shown through the items within the ark. The ark was the presence of God and within the ark held a reflection of who was to come. To those who had a knowledge on Jewish tradition could easily connect with the message to show intelligently that the Messiah who came, Jesus Christ, was the one who would save them from their sin. The urn with the manna is the eternal provider/sustainer that Jesus is able to give and the staff represents Christ as the high priest so that the path towards God is able to be given to those who believe in Jesus. Just as the title states for John 20:30-31 “The Purpose of This Book”, the book of John was “written so that you may believe that Jesus is the Christ, the Son of God, and that by believing you may have life in his name”.

Works Cited:

Esv: Study Bible : English Standard Version. Wheaton, Ill: Crossway Bibles, 2011. Print.